I do not have any thoughts of harming myself or my baby, I just have these visions of something happening to him or someone else harming him. Like for instance when my mother in law holds him, i always have visions of her dropping him. Or people dropping him, knocking him into a wall and severely injuring him, any way they can possibly hurt him, doing so. I don’t let it get the best of me but i always have these thoughts and I know it’s not just mom fear, it’s not normal to see your babies death every time someone else besides myself holds him. Has anyone else experienced this?