Finances

I am completely and utterly stressed about money. We have a 2 year old and 2 9 month olds. This year has hit us really hard. I was on hospital bed rest, nicu stay, the babies got so sick with RSV, and husband has needed 2 surgery’s and hasn’t been able to work for 6 months. Daycare is KILLING us. And of course we make “too much money” according to the government. However I am racking up credit card debt to be able to buy grocers and put gas in my vehicle so I can feed my family and get to work. I have gotten a second job and my husband is going back to work this week even though he isn’t really supposed to yet. Because we are drowning. We have taken the steps to not have anyone children, which breaks my heart, but I know we can’t afford it. Side note: I have my masters degree and a decent job. I have no idea what else to do. I think I just needed a place to vent and get it all out so I don’t break down.