Draining life

I love the military life , my husband loves being a Marine but feeling like they're just robots and not humans is draining. When he can barely get out of bed he has to drive 45mins to prove that he can barely move. We were hit by a drunk driver monday night and his gunny expected him to be at work the next morning. He thankfully got the day off but not to recover. We were up and out the door taking care of all the accident stuff at 7am and didnt get home til 5. It's just draining .

I'm just emotional, I need my husband today and I cant have him .