You got to be fucking kidding me right?

My libido is super high. This I know. Every time I’m with my man or not I want to have sex with him. In the beginning of our relationship. We always had so much sex, but of course with problems comes less sex. 😔 Sucks cause even when I fight with my guy I always wanna have sex, except for a few instances. So I told my partner about me not feeling that I don’t turn him on. He told me “why you always make this about you?” Talking about he wasn’t happy with his weight and what not, but I’m over here like this was never a problem. I have never told him anything to get insecure about his body. I don’t believe him. I feel like he’s losing his attraction to me. I try to understand there are times were he said he didn’t want to have sex and I respected it. Now I’m sexually frustrated... also I don’t get mad that he watches porn cause I watch a ton and masturbate as much as he does, but lately we be texting and he says he knocked out, but I know he always watches porn b4 he goes to sleep. I’m over like damn...you texting me and can’t tell me you feeling yourself. 😒 yall feel my frustration???

Lately he’s been judgy... 😐 the other day we were talking on the phone he was joking about having a bf. I told him good go see your man and get dicked down. At least he wanna see you. I said that cause he was off and decided to not hangout with me after calling out. Idk. He then said “why do you always have to make things sexual”.

Now I feel like not saying shit or wanting to do shit, but I’m SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED. 😭.

If you got this far thanks for hearing a sis out.

EDIT** let me say my man is super sexual. He stay posting about sexual things. On snap and instagram. But yall right i shouldn’t push him. I guess I was just wanting to be desired my man. Espeically hearing him say the other day that if he ha dmilliones he’d be with a model and what not. Who says that. Maybe I’m in the wrong relationship.