Money guilt

Lately I find myself becoming more blessed financially. While I enjoy buying stuff for others, I often feel guilty when I want something for myself even though I can afford it. I’ve always been good with savings so money isn’t really a problem for me. I often feel broke when I think of myself but when it comes to buying stuff for others, I don’t feel bad at all. I would love to buy some nice things but the ones I like are pricey but I can afford them. The thing is, I would feel guilty right away to even think about it because I feel selfish. My question is, as a Christian, is it wrong to want or buy expensive things?

I am actually embarrassed to even post this guys