Finally finding out gender

I’m currently 22+3 and on Wednesday my husband and I found out the gender of our first baby. I have had three miscarriages in the past year so this was a time when I was so emotional. My mom has stage 4 breast cancer and has been fighting for a year now but doctors say it’s spread too far and is incurable.

As my mom, husband and I are in the room anxiously awaiting to find out the gender I couldn’t help but cry. This is my parents first grandchild and it was just a special moment. As the ultrasound tech asked are you ready? I blurted out yes so fast and the answer was...

BOY!!

We were all shocked! We thought for sure girl. But no a sweet little fella!❤️

It’s hard for me to talk about my mom because she is my best friend and I couldn’t imagine life and being a mom without her. It’s hard for me to keep it all together. I don’t want to loose her and I’m so scared I’m going to. I know I shouldn’t think about this at this point in my life but how can I not.

Just pray to GOD everyday that I will have her there for me!

My baby Mason and I need Nana here for us.