So silly.

Bawling my face off in bed. Next to my husband. We finally had some "us" time, got semi-drunk off margaritas, were flirting and watching our favorite show. I come upstairs after brushing my teeth and he's passed out snoring. Trying not to take it personally, but it's been months without sex. My baby will be awake who knows how many times tonight. And here I am going to bed super late, drunk, trying to have a connection with my husband when I know my baby will be awake early AF. Sorry for the depressing post but I'm just feeling so low right now. It feels like it was all for nothing.