bad day

I had hoped it wouldn't come to this, but as of tonight I'm a single mother. I'm 6 weeks pregnant, and I will be doing this alone. the only problem is the father wants to be overly active and is forcing me to do certain things so he can have complete involvement (I'm okay with some involvement, but he chose this). He is also threatening court, because I only want him to have every other weekend (because he won't take the baby to church, and I will). I hate that I'm 19 and this is what my life is coming to. I'm scared I won't ever find someone to love me and my baby, and I'm terrified he will try to take my baby away from me. I need some serious support right now, because I'm so lost.