Happy to wait! 😅 38w

Lastnight I was at my sisters house waiting for my partner to finish his late shift at 12am. Baby girl was kicking up a storm, literally having a party in there and it has been the most I’ve ever felt her. I’d already been a little bit uncomfortable due to the kicks and sitting on the couch all night watching movies, but at 12:30am when my partner showed up I jumped in the car and instantly started having pains and cramps. Got home and decided to sit on the exercise ball because it was the only place I felt comfortable. At 1am I looked at my partner and said “yep, we’re having her tonight” my pains were so intense and it felt like her head was already coming out. 😬 I decided that if this was the real deal then we should jump into bed and try and get some rest. The pains kept me awake until 2:30am and after that.. stopped, completely... at 4am I woke up to another big pain and then another at 8am to which I had to vomit because of.. and then nothing since then. 🙃

I’ve wanted my little girl to be here for weeks now and lastnight when I was convinced she was coming, I was terrified. Thinking that if this was real, in a few hours I could be holding our daughter. In a few hours, I’ll officially be a mother. As bad as it may sound.. I don’t think I’m ready JUST YET so I’m happy to wait another couple of weeks now. 😅