ED (pls don’t read if you might get triggered) but a great man

I’ve been talking to this guy for almost a year. He’s so sweet and even though we started off as fwb, it’s grown into so much more. We aren’t dating but it still more than just sex. Tos week was hard: filled with turmoil, severe depressive episodes, and many panic attacks. Also, my psychiatrist has recommended that I go get specialist treatment for my eating disorder. I don’t know if I can’t even do this bc I’m literally overweight so I find it hard that I have a serious ed. Anyways, i just wanted to acknowledge that this guy is so supportive. I’ve been scared to talk to my dad about pulling out of uni rn to get intensive treatment but my unofficial man keeps reminding me that I gotta do what’s best for me, that nothing bad lasts forever, and that there’s so much more life left to live.