I started back to work today - I'm currently running on 3 hours of sleep. Baby girl slept great last night but a family member started a fight with me last night that kept me up the majority of the night fuming. My husband just left for his night shift and I'm praying baby sleeps tonight so I can try to get some rest.

I dont get my first pay check for like 2.5 weeks starting back - Bills are stacking up.. Lights, cable are threatened to be turned off next week, got a car payment thats past due and rent.

My husband works his ass off took off a few extra days last week to help me with my mental health as well, so his check was short.

I'm just stressed out beyond belief and just feel like absolutely crying and losing it. I dont know how were gonna catch up and manage the holidays etc.

Im seriously at my breaking point and dont know what to do. I cant ask any family to borrow money. Im about to just snap and I dont know how to help it.