I need to vent...

I have 2 sons whom I love dearly. They were both emergency csections. Long story short, when my 4 month old was born I was told it would be unsafe for me to have any more children due to surgical complications.

My husband and I weren't planning on having more children. But I feel robbed. Robbed of my options. I absolutely love my boys yet I'm heartbroken that the option for me to have another child isnt there.

Often times I just want to scream, I feel broken and inadequate.

I'm only 24. I'm sad. I'm pissed off. And I just needed to vent.