I feel lost
I don’t think this is a normal feeling. I mean, I have terrible depression. Maybe I’m just getting really bad again.
I don’t feel “happy” when I think of my marriage. I love my husband. I care about my husband so much. He’s been so sweet and caring and has helped me through previous traumas. I’m okay with being around him, but I feel relaxed when I’m alone.
I always feel so stressed. I am in 4 of the most difficult classes in college that I’ve had so far. I go to work every morning. I come home and cook dinner. I make sure our laundry is done, and make sure the apartment is clean. I asked him to focus on the dog that he wanted. I told him I would take care of the cats that I wanted. He still seems like he wants me to help out more with the dog.
He’s been begging me for a baby. I’ve told him once I graduate we can try. I don’t even think I can physically have a kid. I feel so bad. He wants one so bad.
I’m always so exhausted. I have a bunch of health issues. But I’ve had a bunch of tests done and they said I’m sleeping fine. I shouldn’t be tired.
I feel like I’m being ungrateful. I was in such a worse situation with my ex. I only work part time. He has a full time job. He’s a caregiver. I get to make pies everyday. His job is probably way more stressful and difficult. I asked him to move so I could get a degree. The classes I’m in shouldn’t be difficult. They’re mid level classes. We’ve been married just under 2 years. Maybe this is normal. Maybe it’s just my depression.
I’m sure this is a jumbled mess. There are people in the world who are starving or homeless or worse. I need to be more thankful for what I have.
Let’s Glow
Glow is here for you on your path to pregnancy
Glow helps you navigate your fertility journey with smart tools, personalized insights, and guidance from medical experts who understand what matters most.
25+ million
Users
4.8 stars
200k+ app ratings
20+
Medical advisors