Boyfriend hasn’t seen me without makeup 🤦🏽‍♀️

NO RUDE COMMENTS PLEASE **

Sooo I’ve known my bf for 4 years right ? Right . Well he’s never really come over to the point where I’d need to not have makeup on (I’m 19) and I usually am the one going to his house only so I know we always go places so I’ve never gone to his house without makeup , I’m super insecure with my skin like it’s porous and red and when I get hot I look disgusting 😭 anywho We have a 6 week old baby and We’re still not living together yet due to finances (I know what your thinking “how you have a baby/sex with someone without letting them see you w/out makeup ?!?”

Well if you were THAT insecure as I am you’d find ways lol ! Anyways I really am tired of putting foundation on to cover the redness and large pores (all I wear is found and lipstick so not much ) it really feels disgusting and cakey and now with baby I really don’t have time 😭😭 I know I should’ve showed him a long ass time ago but I’ve really never had a chance where I didn’t absolutely need to not wear makeup lol (non makeup wearers stay out of this haha) soooo how tf am I supposed to transition into wearing it 24/7 to not at all ?!?? He’s seen pics of me without it but never in person because I’m afraid he will look too close and see the redness/acne scars and I’m just afraid of feeling disgusting 😭😭 I know I know do not judge me we all have our quirks 😂😭🤦🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ top pic is me without bottom is with