Hate myself

I’m 24 years old with a 6 year old daughter and I hate myself so much because I can’t provide for her. I recently got my license for real estate and I just can’t get the hang of things, the money I had saved had to go to my cards, flyers, gas, boards. I haven’t made one transaction and it left me completely broke I hate myself so much, I feel like a huge failure because I have to rely on others to support my daughter. I just reached a breaking point and feel like a huge failure. I don’t even care about anyone else but my daughter and i can’t even spoil her for Christmas.

I’m so depressed I completely want to shut down and beat myself

I stare at my beautiful daughter and just think to myself “I don’t deserve this angel, I can’t even provide for her”

I’m so sorry ladies I just can’t stop crying and had to let it out.