Hating life

So I’m not working currently because I’m waiting on the job I have to approve the accommodations. Well they call and it’s complete bullshit because basically I have to do the same goddamn thing that I was doing before I even applied wtf? I still have to tell the person bringing me item that it can’t be over twenty five pounds, and I get some who are okay with that but the women roll their eyes and call me lazy or compare me to other pregnant women. I may not look pregnant but I’m twenty six weeks, and my belly is not that big. They’re like oh you can do it.😒 I’m thinking fuck you. So I’ll have to deal with the same shit. Then you have to wait for the person to contact you cause there’s no direct number.

Tried to see if I could get a voucher for housing and they won’t have an opening for seven years. Pathetic

Tried food stamps and the card didn’t work. Called the card and nobody knew wtf to do so they bounced me back and forth on the phone.

Applying for jobs just to get rejected or not even qualify for majority of them. Most restaurants require a person to lift up to fifty pounds. Even to be a housekeeper for a hotel they turned me away.

At this point stripping after I’m all healed from childbirth sounds pretty goddamn tempting to do.

I’m so frustrated and depressed about my situation. I have no relatives to stay with so that idea is out. At this point I have no where to go.

Edit:

No one is hiring for cashiers in the areas around me.