That makes me feel really bad

My so is currently at his parents house. He has the flu and last night I woke up a few times because he was grunting and I think crying in his sleep and then I woke up because the entire bed was wet from him sweating it out. He was saying his head hurt so I got him some headache medicine and NyQuil and Gatorade and changed the sweat soaked sheets and then we both laid back down and I just passed right back out. This was like 3:45 am.

YES I am still sleeping next to him because honestly I’ve been exposed to it plenty enough already because it wasn’t so bad at first. and we didn’t know it was the flu and we’ve been kissing and sharing drinks and taking no precautions because we thought it was allergies 🤦🏻‍♀️ it was nothing at first. then it got real bad real fast and he saw a doctor and bingo it’s the damn flu so if I have it I have it 🤷‍♀️ I’m not sick yet somehow though. I should be but I’m not.

Anyways he had his dad pick him up and take him to the ER because apparently his headache was so bad that he couldn’t drive or talk much and he didn’t even wake me up. He’s currently sleeping at his parents house and I called him and he can still barely talk. I could barley understand him. I feel guilty like I didn’t help him enough or something. I have to talk to his mom. Said that the ER gave him one of those shots they give you for severe migraines and a steroid shot to help him breathe. I feel sooo bad.