Finally!!

So I’ve posted on here once about how I had just had a baby with my fiancé. My daughter is now 6 weeks and 3 days old and I have decided to leave her father. We’ve been together almost 4 years and engaged for 1 in the past years the man I loved cheated on me and had another baby, hid a baby from me, and have been verbally, mentally, and emotionally abusive. I stayed through out of all it, but today it ends!!! Tomorrow I will be heading back to my home state where my mother is, I’ll have the support I’ve needed throughout my pregnancy and during the first weeks of motherhood. My daughters father however doesn’t want me to leave he’s trying to manipulate me like he always does but this time I’m not falling for it, I’ve chosen him over me throughout this whole relationship and now it’s time I choose me and do what’s best for me and my baby girl. I’m scared of the single mom journey ahead of me I’m 26 I’m scared that I won’t be able to provide her, I’m scared that her father will continue to try and manipulate me into coming back, I’m scared that I won’t be able to teach her how to respect herself or how to be respected by others, I’m scared that when I’m ready I won’t find a man that loves me or will accept the fact that I have a daughter. I don’t know how I’m going to do this but I hope I will be the best role model to my little girl.

And anyone who’s been here or in similar situations how did you do it? How did you stay strong your kid/s? How were able to love yourself again and allowing someone else to love you at one point?