I need some cheering up

I recently left an abusive relationship with my baby. My family helped me out a lot with moving expenses and getting settled . Christmas Day there was a huge argument and there’s still tension between everyone and now I’m being told no body needed to help me that they could have left me there . I’m feeling so unloved and unwanted. I can sustain me and the baby between day care and basic expenses but I don’t have any extra money to spare for me to live on my own at all . I’m in a lot of debt right now as well