I just feel the need to talk about it.

I was in 7th grade and it was near the end. I had a boyfriend at the time and he came over like every other day. We had a basement with a tv and a couch and that’s where we hung out. We couldn’t close any doors though, it was my moms rule. My mom never came in to check on us so we kinda did whatever.

He was a really sexual boy, he was always hard I remember and he always made sexual jokes.

I remember I think he said something about how he was really horny, and how he said he wanted to “slide it in”. He told me I didn’t have to but I didn’t want to let him down. So we did it. And I let him do like 2 strokes and told him to stop.

I regret it a lot. Now that I’m 16 and looking back at it. My mom doesn’t know, and I don’t want to tell her even though it was four years ago.

Anyways him and I broke up that following summer, went to the fair together w some friends because we were still cool, and he ended up spreading rumors that I gave him head on the Ferris wheel. Later into the 8th grade year him and his friends would always talk about my ass. I remember once I was sitting in class and they were taking the comfy seats behind me and my ex chose the one farther from me and his friend said “what you don’t want a

front row seat?” Just terrible sexual harassment.

Anyways yeah. Big regrets.