Finding purpose in life

I have no idea what my purpose in life would be. I’m 23 and my baby is almost here yet I have no idea what I’m here for to be honest. For years I thought I could just do the stay at home life and somehow find something I want to do. I honestly want to be a stay at home mom. I also want to work for only myself but I don’t even know what skill would even be useful for that. I have ideas in my head, but some require degrees or advanced skills.

I want to be a wedding planner, but I don’t want to go to school for it. I would want to work under someone else for a year or two before going off on my own. I feel I would be good at being a wedding planner because I love creating events, organization, planning a theme, etc.

I just don’t know yet.