TTC and infertility no longer bother me

After 3 yrs ttc- I have officially accepted I won’t become a mother so easily. I was in denial and hurt for the last 3 years and honestly idk how I managed to just stop it all. Literally stopped everything. Idk if my brain just shut off this painful part of my life or what but ttc and infertility no longer hurts me. I mean I do have my days where I’ll cry a bit about it but then I’m back up and no longer care. pregnancy announcements and births have always made me sting and I would spend that whole day crying and emotional but not anymore I just look, laugh and move on. It’s a sad reality and I’m glad I no longer stress myself about it but it hurts that it no longer concerns me. Like every time I see an announcement I just laugh and think “of course. Keep em’ coming. This is my reality to be that one on the sidelines congratulating everyone for being able pop babies out so easily”. Idk just wanted to vent. I’m blessed and we will one day have our own beautiful family but I think my state of shock and denial has now passed to where I’m like F it-it is what it is 🤷🏽‍♀️