Csec nicu mamas

Do you ever feel cheated out of that first bond with your baby I'm starting to feel lile that because I wasn't able to see my baby right after cause she had breathing problems and was born at 36wks and I started hemraging and throwing up she was in the nicu for a couple days so I didn't really get to do skin to skin or hold her or breastfeed before they started formula because I was to unstable to try