Alone..

My heart feels so heavy and empty. How do I stop feeling alone? i've been crying for about 2 hours, i'm only stopping because I feel nauseous and dizzy. I have everything. Hard working husband. Every woman's dream of being a SAHM to 2 little boys.

But i just can't keep going around acting like I am okay. i have no one to talk to. My husand twists my words around 99% of the time. No i don't need yall to bash him, I just need someone to listen to me and tell me I'm okay and that this will all get better and that the loneliness will subside....