Disappointment is my life it seems!

I have wanted a baby all my life but it seems I always do everything backwards. I have been married for over 10 years now and we have never gotten pregnant. I am older and past my 30's there won't be much more time for us to have kids. Life is such a disappointment to me. My heart cries in silence every day and night to have a baby. My husband is younger and seems not to be in a rush but does want kids. Signed, don't know what to do but cry!