Back To School....

Hi all! I am 28 and pregnant with my 4th child (due late September). Straight out of high school, I attended college, but wasn’t very serious about it and ended up dropping out because my boyfriend (now husband) and I were expecting our first child. Fast forward 10 years later and I never went back. I have always had a passion for the health care field. I am considering going back to school to eventually become a Nurse-Midwife. I’m obviously worried about finding the balance to be a successful student/mom/wife. THANKFULLY, my husband works an amazing job so I wouldn’t have to work full time. Has anyone here had experience going back to school with children/at an “older” age? A part of me feels like a failure and embarrassed to be thinking about starting over at my age. I guess I’m just looking for success stories 😬