I'm tired of my life

I hate everything in my life.

It's been a long line of hurt. Not one person in my life hasn't hurt me.

I'm so alone.

Just me and my children

I married the wrong man

I should never have said yes to him

I hate that I love him

he ruined my life by pretending to love me

We have kids he didn't even fucking want

Now I'm sad because I gave every part of myself to someone who didn't deserve it.

I just want to disappear