Is this abuse

Here I am running on no sleep because I stayed up all night sewing filling orders to be able to come spend the weekend with you..I finish at around 7 am and hop in the shower get ready and head to the post office to ship out everything.You had told me we were going to another rave this weekend and I was so so excited to be able to have fun with you before we head down to your house for the weekend.I tell you I am so unbelievably tired and falling asleep behind the wheel but still pushing though as I go shopping for my neice and attend her birthday party.I tell you okay I seriously won't be able to drive tonight because I haven't gotton any sleep and I'm beyond exhausted.You then proceed to tell me you are wanting to drink (your 19 and underage) I tell you I can NOT drive once again you get upset say you just want to have some ",fun" and "live your life"you say I'm holding you back...I tell you that would be putting both of our lives in danger and both of us could possibly get in alot of trouble if I'm pulled over.We would be risking our lives...I rush home to clean up after my animals and feed and water them.I take a bath get ready put on a adorable outfit I was so ready to dance with you in tonight.I put on makeup which I never do because I never have the inspiration to.I was thinking you were on your way to get me and we would just stay at my place or something...I was way to excited about going ...you then tell me your there at the rave and decided to give the ticket to a friend instead...All of the prep I did to be able to go down to your house for the weekend...all the excitment and getting ready for this event all the time I put into picking out my outfit and putting on my makeup down the drain.I feel hurt and betrayed...4 years and you do this to me.all because you wanted to"live your life" and get drunk...I always come back after every single time you cheat...I hope this time I can stay away.

I psoted this yesterday well today I get these messages now hes thretening to tell my mom everything I've done wrong since I was 15 basically and thretening to send my nudes and kill himself