Weight. Attraction. Insecurities

I’ve been married 6 months. We’ve only known each other for a few months. Before we got married, I had told him about my insecurities about my weight. I needed a partner who would be okay with how big I am now. I know I’m not the prettiest but I felt like I could be someone’s

Type. I wanted someone to choose me. He seemed to understand. Recently I read some texts between him and his father. I found out he was conflicted in marrying me because he wanted someone thinner. He had a problem with my weight but went ahead marrying me because I was kind and sweet and family minded. His family liked me. It was such a blow reading that and I talked to him about it. He’s been an amazing and sweet husband. But now I know.. he settled for me because of my personality. He wasn’t interested in me when he saw me. He says he’s a changed man now.. he doesn’t have that judge mental mentality. Which I think is bogus. People don’t change in a few months. And I feel terrible that I’m not my husband’s type. I know I’m going to obsess over it, feel self conscious forever. Idk how to process this or what to do.. does anyone have any thoughts? I feel so low.. I’ll attach two pics so people can get an idea