Missing him ?? When your the one to blame ?

So I had a soon to be husband right ?? Literally did everything for me and try to make me happy. When we were together it’s was like an endless candle that would never go out.

Then I had to move because I joined the military... I felt alone even tho he would call me every day and even visited me a few times. But because I was selfish and soooo self absorbed, I just treated him as if he was nothing. Even tho I’m my heart I loved him so dearly..

So because I was a complete bitch, we broke up. Then even a year after he was still trying to make things work. But me being the stupid little girl that I am, I “couldn’t” do it... and now he has a new girlfriend and he looks so happy.

Don’t take this wrong but I’m mad as hell he is with someone new but I know it was my fault !! So with that being said I am so happy for him also. And I realized that I can’t keep holding onto him and I have to let him go and enjoy his life.. even tho I would take him back in a heart beat if the opportunity was ever there, I’m still so great full that he is happy and enjoying his life.

When you love someone you have to learn to let go and move on.. even if that person will always be in your heart.

Well I just wanted to share a little short story of my stupidity. Just remember. If he treats you like your his whole world, give it to him. Because that person just might be your 1 in a million. Don’t be blind sighted by lust, but true love ❤️