I feel guilty

Sometimes I feel so guilty feeling this way...

I’ve been with my boyfriend just over two years and we are trying for a baby, at the moment we are having no luck and it’s getting me down..

My boyfriend already has two gorgeous boys and I feel awful saying it but I get so sad when I get bfn’s and it feels like he’s not overly worried about it..

I love the boys with all my heart, I’d just love my own child too. Am I a terrible person?