Go tomorrow, go next week, dont go?

Im very indecisive. My country is in almost complete lockdown - no buses, no moving City to City (with small exceptions), etc. . I have a right to go back to my parents house because im signed in as a resident there and not in the current City i study at, and my parents got permit to come to the City to take me back since i dont have a car (or any other way to go). I live with my boyfriend currently and pet hamster. The problem is, I miss my family and I want to be with them, but I get sensory overloaded from being too long with them, I don't know when I'll be allowed to come back (I'll have to stay in parents house till the virus is gone), boyfriend cant Come with me because he hasn't applied residency there so he isn't allowed to go, and I will definitely miss my pet Hamster.