I found out he was watching porn

I’ve struggled with restrictive eating and anorexia so I’m already insecure about my body and the girls he’s watching look nothing like me and when I asked him if he watches porn he lied about it. It was like those POV ones and it just makes me sick. I feel like I’m not enough for him anymore, I’ve tried nude video and different angles and I feel like he doesn’t find me sexy, I’m not sure where to post this but please don’t attack me for being sensitive about this stuff.