Handling a baby is harddd 😵🥴

So I'm a mom. My LO is 11 months old. With this quarantine going on I couldn't buy a walker for her. She always wants to crawl or be free but that's so much duty. She goes around touching every dangerous thing. I've been trying to treat the insect problem. Aylot of insects come crawling into our house whenever it rains or something. Too much trees outside. And the other day she was about to pick up a millipede. I'm so freakin tired. Her dad has classes all day long. And he is always so tired too. Even tho he takes ayra out for a walk sometimes and plays with her almost everyday, I still feel aylot of burden on me and sometimes it's suffocating. I totally love my baby but you see I'm a human too. I get tired too. It seems like a forever duty. Changing diapers feeding her. Giving her a bath. Taking care of her. I've been neglecting myself too. She sleeps in a weird way too. She'll sleep if I lay with her. She'll wake up if i leave. She's my heart but sometimes i get confused. Where is my life going? I'm 18 years old and my studies are on hold. With this quarantine and the same daily routine, i feel exhausted. Idk. I wanna run to my mom. Sometimes I'm so scared as to whether I'll be able to raise her good. I've no idea what to do what to don't. I don't know anything about the bathroom training etc. I've no freakin guidelines. Anyone who can help me out?