My best friend told me couple days ago shes pregnant and she’s 19. I’m super happy for her, as anyone would but the past few days I’ve just been feeling so sad, I feel like I’ve lost her and when she has her baby, we won’t have the same fun we did before she got pregnant.

In no way shape or form am I jealous, I’m 19 myself and I would be so terrified to be pregnant right now, it’s actually made me realised that I would like to have children at a later age.

I just miss my best friend, esp in this lockdown and I’m scared if I lose her.

I know babies are so so important and it’ll be so hard to leave them for a night and I know one day I will feel the way she does or even understand it so I should be more understanding but it’s so hard to forget these feelings

I sound so so selfish and such a bitch but I hate feeling this way!

I haven’t told her I felt this way because it’s not her fault at all, im just being selfish that I’m going to miss our nights out and planning holidays.

I have been super supportive with her and making her feel excited as any best friend would.

Is it bad I feel this way? I don’t mind the criticism as I know it’ll make me feel better getting this off my chest.