My Breakup...

My ex broke up with me 2 days before isolation began, and basically what happened is I was sexually assaulted and he called it cheating. I was thrown into being stuck in my room alone every day for now going on two months, every day was a battle and I admit it’s gotten better with time, but I still cry every night and I know it was toxic and he was an ass I can’t even begin to describe the shit that happened. It’s just it all hurts, I miss him so so so much and idk how to fall out of love and get better I feel so alone.