Pregnant & Depressed

You would think it would be super easy to get over someone who was so selfish and not there for you but after two years of marriage and now being 9 weeks pregnant and we split right before I found out. I’m having so much trouble with coping with it. He just doesn’t care....and pretends to. My emotions can’t take it. He’s moving on and still preceding to play with my emotions. And after all he put me through I still love him. I shouldn’t.