So many emotions

I don’t even know how to begin to deal with them.

But you know what. I can’t!!!!! I gotta work!!! I gotta do online school!!!! I gotta be a good gf!!!! I gotta be a good daughter!!!! I gotta be a good sister!!!!! I gotta be a good cousin!!!!! I gotta be a good granddaughter!!!!!!!

I want to sleep for 5 years and wake up with my degree and a job. But I also value hard work so obviously I don’t mean I want it handed to me, I could never ever ever. I don’t like getting help.

Just needed to vent the tiny bit I could