Confession

Let me introduce myself you can call me G. I am 22 married. My husband, we shall call him K, has became abusive but denies any of it. On Mother’s Day we got into a argument and he slapped me, slammed me into the bed and choked me. After I threaten to leave. He begged me to stay. My stupid A$$ stayed. Well a few days later we got into a argument again all because I was at K’s cousins house M. (M is a Big part of the story) and I didn’t want to go over to K work for his lunch break. So once K got off work I was still at M house with his friend. K continued to argue with me saying how he can’t trust M or his friend around me because all they do is flirt with me. Mind you both M and his friend was drunk and high. So K through a b!tch got told me I could either go home with him or I could stay and he would light all my stuff on fire. I told K I wasn’t gonna deal with his sh!t. And that we needed space. Well of course that didn’t go very well with him. So I told K I was done. He called me 67 times that night. I ignored every call because I knew he was gonna try and guilt trip me into coming back to him. Well I got drunk and stayed at M house. Night went on it was fun but then things got the fire going between me and M. One thing led to another and next thing I know is M tell his friend to go outside for 10 mins. Little did we know his friend would be out there for 45 mins in the rain. After that night K came back over and apologized to me for overreacting🙄 I stupidly took him back. Ever since that night ive been going to M house just to see him. I know it’s wrong but the way he treats me is 10000Xs better then K. And the sex. I honestly have to fake it with K mainly because it’s small

And I dint ever feel it. But with M it’s like OMG

But come back to looking at the dates. It was ovulation day when me and M did IT. He don’t want another kid. I’m not ready for another one. He didn’t pull out or any kind of protection used.