It feels like a blink of an eye it happened. One moment we are ttc and excited yet stressed as we were about to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>... when poof... he takes my future away from me. My hope, my dreams, my future baby... all gone.

One night out of the blue, after making love, he just tells me. “I don’t want to have kids, I’m not done working on me”... mind you, he was going to the gym 30 hrs a week before the pandemic.

Then I take some time to digest this, a week or so, and ask him “should we separate”? His response was “that doesn’t sound like a bad idea”.... long story short I find out he’s been texting another girl with the same name as me from the gym!

We’ve been married 8 years. He’s cheated on me 4 times in our marriage. Each time he has tried hard to fix things, councilors, Church, therapy... I hung in there because I thought he was trying to be a better person... but I was wrong.

Now we are trying to live as roommate until I can save enough money to get out, sell our house and move on. 💔

He was my one and only boyfriend. We’ve been together since I was 19. I feel like this is the only safe place I can tell my story. 😭

Anyone have advice for how to move on?