He ditched me to drink

I was so excited to see my bf tonight because we haven’t seen each other in a week. He told me he would get off work around 8ish.

So I’ve been at his apartment alone waiting for him since 6. He comes home around 9:30 drunk. He told me he stopped at a bar before coming home.

So I’ve been here waiting for him and he’s out drinking and didn’t even text me to tell me he was at a bar. Now hes drunk stumbling around and just went to the bathroom to throw up.

This is awful. I’m so tired of not being a priority. We’ve been together for 4 years. I was so excited to see him and he ditches me to drink. Are you serious ?

I’m so mad. And hurt. He doesn’t understand how this shit makes me feel