Brain tumour?

I have the worst health anxiety, im constantly fearing the worst and I’m always just convincing myself of different diseases etc.

However this time feels so different😭 I get migraines and tension headaches on the daily, my head just feels empty but also heavy, tight and I feel a pressure . My memory is so bad and I just feel like I’m constantly in a dream, waiting to wake up. I have difficulty comprehending things.

I’m tired of feeling this way but I am SO scared to go to the doctor. I cry every night thinking I’m gonna die and I’m so scared to leave behind my bf and family :(

I went off of my anxiety meds cause I thought that had something to do with how I’m feeling.

I’m tired of feeling this way.

brain tumours have always been my biggest fear. I had an MRI done about 2-3 years ago and they said my brain was healthy but idk this time is so different.

My bf made me schedule a doctors apt on Tuesday and I’m dreading it and just fearing the worst .

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, I’ve never been so scared for something :(