Depression (Caution, long story)

Never thought I'd be the one going through depression while pregnant. I was told I may never have kids. And after trying for almost 10yrs I started to believe it. I have suffered from depression when I was younger. But as I became an adult I've learned ways to cope with it. I separated myself from toxic ppl and learned to make myself happy. I begun to build a life that didn't include kids. When I found out I was pregnant I was in a great place in my life. But this... Was a big shock, but I eventually got over all the nerves and it all change to excitement. What I didn't expect is my friends and family to disappear like they did. It's been a long lonely miserable pregnancy. A 10 person gender reveal, no support, no baby shower, no maternity pics, health issues, one visitor for the delivery (if that doesn't change). This should be one of the happiest moments in my life. And it seems to be the worse.