something I wish I could tell him.

I wish you could understand why I dont like you to use porn. I do understand i am not in control of your life but when you promise me you dont oftain then turn around and admit you do very often that hurts because it's a lie. I wish he would just understand how insecure it makes me when he think I can do everything he sees through a screen pain free. and just do it with a snap of a finger. his expectations because of porn make me feel like I'm not good enough.