So my father in law was killed by a 17 year old in a car accident on the 3rd of July. Since then I’ve been the only one doing house hold chores and taking care of our daughter. I’ve been giving my SO time to grieve, and process everything.

But I’m tired you guys. I am grieving alone for my daughter who will be one on the 6th and I grieve for the relationship she will miss out with her only blood grandpa. I’m mad at that young man who killed him and I can’t get past that part of how I feel. I am exhausted from our daughter and taking care of her alone as my SO figured out his fathers estate in Mississippi. My anger is high, I’ve lashed out more and been quiet more. Is it wrong to ask when he comes back that it’s time to help pick up the slack around the house and with the daughter. I’ve never lost a parent so I don’t know the pain. I’m in uncharted watered waters.

I’m just so tired. I needed to let out how I feel.