I wish things would get better

One thing after another. Unemployment didnt come in. There is now a claim on it and i can not get through too anyone. On top of that my sugar is low and I don’t have anyone to get breakfast. I have $5 in cash and no money in my bank, no car and my sugar is getting low. My WICC didn’t reset the balance so I have to try and figure out how to get too the office here where I’m at. Easily a 20 minute ride.

On top of that my dad, of all people, decided too try and get ahold of me. He pressed a trespassing thing on me then a lot of legal crud happened with him. I feel like it’s all a trick and a game.

I’m staying sober though. I guess that’s a plus. I mean I never did anything “hard core”. Been sober since October of last year. Sobriety sucks I swear. Times like this make me wanna go back too smoking and drinking.

Why can’t anything ever go right?