Confused

Hi everyone. I am a 26 year old mom of two 8 & 2 year old and I have major baby fever I miss everything about being pregnant and thinking how amazing it’ll be to have a baby close in age with my 2 year old but at the same time I don’t want a another baby! I think about how hard it is and how I am still trying to finish college and work a full time job as a esthetician. I do enjoy alone time with my husband as well whenever we can get it and I think how we won’t have that anymore if we have another child but at the same time I can’t stop thinking about one more baby fitting in my family. It’s so complicated idk! Has anyone else felt like this?!