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Found out some very sad news the other day. I was doing everything normally and went to shower when all the sudden a huge blood clot just fell out of me. I went straight to the hospital because right after it was immediate abdominal pain and cramping in my back. I took two test two days before this and they were both negative. Me and my husband have been TTC for 4 months and I’ve miscarried twice. Well 2 days ago would make it the 3rd miscarriage. I’m so sad to know that this has happened again. Ive been giving myself time but the first miscarriage was before we were TTC. Idk what to do I’m at a loss for words. I’m so ready to give up on the whole thing. I don’t need any negative comments please. Just wondering if this has happened to anyone else and need some positive advice and feedback.