I won a contest.

Yesterday morning i woke up to a text saying i had won the $1500 dollar photo shoot i signed my family up for. I was so excited because i could finally have a picture of my whole family to hang in our home. They called me asked about our family told me what we would be doing how things would play out. Told us what to wear and to have 200 dollar deposit that would be refunded when our session was over with. I said i would have to talk to my husband about the session. He was all for it. Then i told him we had to have a deposit and wear formal clothing. His mood shifted from happiness to being bitter. I walked away because i knew right then and there he was not having it. So i said to him later in the evening let me guess you don't want to do the photo shoot his response NOPE just an ice cold answer. I asked him why he said no money. But this man can sit there and buy a new PS5 behind my back spend money all the time on fast food for himself at work but not on something i won for our family and the money would be given back to us. This was a once in a life time opportunity and he wont do it. This is the same man who told me our daughter's birth was my Christmas present. This is from the same man who wont buy anything unless he has to. Who called me a selfish bitch because i wanted my half of the tax money so i could get glasses that i had broken 4 years ago which i also had to buy his and his ex wifes childs glasses as well. And i know you all financial abuse and emotional abuse. I get it i just don't have a place to vent anymore. I feel like i am burning out my mom by talking to her about him. I think this man i married is bi polar. I cant get over the fact he has turned into such an asshole. He has a bad history of also giving me money and taking it back because he needs it for himself.