Nervous....

Probably being irrational but I am massively terrified about the scan in Friday. It's taken so long to come around and I am desperate to see but am so nervous that a-there will be nothing in there (even though I have been having masses of symptoms) or b- there will be something majorly

Wrong. I know I am being stupid and

Most people go through this but trying so hard to put on a brave face for OH as he's having a tough time

If it with work etc. just wanted to share as don't want to make a big deal with anyone I know. Kind of vented to my boss as co-worker is doing my head in with all of her disasters in her so mundane life and she was great but can't get to the positive place I want to be in in! 😳